Inspiration Photos: Home Office

Being down with bronchitis for weeks, I have been spending an extraordinary amount of time at home. It has given me an urge to rearrange the furniture again, as my home office/studio have been moved 2 times already (see here & here). I also eat up the Apartment Therapy blog with a spoon and spend my downtime flipping through home decor magazines and dreaming up color combinations. We have the luxury in our Brooklyn apartment to have a dining room, which I realize is just dead space since it’s hardly ever used. Time to reinvent the studio and carve out more art space! I can’t wait to get better soon so that I can dig right into this. Here are some inspiration photos (not mine) that I pulled off the web a while back. Enjoy!

© copyright note: these are not my photographs & taken from the web for inspiration. I do not have the original sources (except for the last photo on Grain Edit of Wayne Pate’s studio), but promise for better citation moving forward. In the meantime, please contact me to credit your photo. Thanks!

Inside the Portrait Studio: Amber, Artsparrow & the Anxious Art Process

I have been sick for 2 weeks now, and even though the worst of it is over, I still have not fully recovered. In that stretch of time being feverish & bedridden I watched an enormous amount of NetFlix & Hulu Plus. This gave me a chance to catch-up on NBC’s dramedy Parenthood, my latest guilty pleasure. The two characters that keep me captivated are Sarah (Lauren Graham) & Amber Holt (played by the amazing Mae Whitman), and while I love all the characters (a shout-out to other dynamic mother-daughter duo Christina & Haddie Braverman), I hold a special place for Amber. I really identify with her, everything from her rebellious streak to her artistic sensitivity and teenage maturity. In Season 3, she cut & dyed her hair (causing mainstream America to have a Felicity-type reaction), but I think her new hairdo is kick-ass and brave just like her. Mae Whitman does an amazing job of capturing the many emotional dimensions of this character, and I can only hope that TV-land will have more teenagers like her in the future. For now though, I wanted to kick-start my own new series Inside the Portrait Studio with a portrait of Amber Holt…which simultaneously kick-started the creative anxiety I’ve been carrying around with me.

I have no problem working on illustrations for clients, no matter how high-profile the job, but when it comes to sitting myself down to work on art purely for myself, the anxious frustration roars like a lion. I spent two full days drawing & painting (then re-drawing & re-painting) different portraits until I was at least semi-pleased. I tried so many approaches with Amber and ended up feeling the most happy with the pen & ink (first illustration above), even though I had originally wanted a more painterly portrait.

Somewhere in the middle of trying to capture the awesomeness of Amber, I decided to take a break and dug into my inspirations folder for someone I had less attachment to. I thought this might ease the frustration and help quicken the process. Not the case.

Although this time I was not seeking to copy her face, I still struggled with how I wanted the final product to look. I repainted her face so many times that by the end of it I was most happy with 80% of the paint scraped off of her, leaving a more soft & subtle feel than I had originally started with. Now she reminds me a bit of Lizzie Caplan from Party Down. Too much TV? Maybe. But at least being sick ignited some artistic inspiration.

The truth is, I spend so much of my creative time catering to others, be it illustration, graphic design or pre-press production, that two days working through my own art hardly seems like a great defeat. I need to be less hard on myself and give more room for art-play. How good can we be to our clients if we don’t spend some personal time growing & exploring?

So I’m off to read a book that I ordered awhile ago and has been collecting quite a bit of metaphoric dust: Mastering Creative Anxiety (Eric Maisel, PhD). “This ‘creative anxiety’ can take the form of avoiding the work, declaring it not good enough, or failing to market it — and it can cripple creators for decades, even lifetimes. But Maisel has learned what sets successful creators apart. He shares these strategies here, including artist-specific stress management; how to work despite bruised egos, day jobs, and other inevitable frustrations; and what not to do to deal with anxiety. Implementing these 24 lessons replaces the pain of not creating with the profound rewards of free artistic self-expression.” -Amazon

photography & illustrations © 2012 artsparrow (Andrea Sparacio), except for Mastering Creative Anxiety book covers (© 2011 New World Library)

Happy New Year!

I joined The Sketchbook Project for 2012. The deadline is January 31, the paper is higher quality, and the pages are fewer (an actual time-saver!) I chose the theme “I Remember You.”

Speaking of sketching, I was an Assistant Stylist for a Corbis photo shoot back in October, and the head Stylist Christina Ruiz sent me this lovely pencil holder along with art supplies in gratitude for helping her out with the shoot and other art projects. Thanks so much, Christina! I feel like this bold type is just the kick in the butt I needed. (What it’s really saying is sketch, DAMMIT!!!)

Am I the only one who finds the paint scraps a work of art themselves? They create this lovely unexpected pattern while you are not thinking about filling in the lines, just color testing, and lost in the right part of your brain. They are so darn pretty. Come share your creative messes too! I would love to see others.

I can’t post it in full just yet, but the next Sewing Therapy illustration (above) for Vogue Pattern Magazine is my favorite one to date. I am totally ecstatic over how this one turned out and can’t wait to do some more just like it. Illustrating a column makes me feel a little like an art-version of Carrie Bradshaw. Maybe I should start buying nicer shoes.

A new year means a new planner, and I have a secret that I’ve been keeping for a long time now: I am a total planner dork. Yes, I still use paper even though I have a smartphone, and I would be lying if I told you I wasn’t professionally surveyed once inside of Staples when I was caught perusing the paper planners in this digital age. But I just love them oh-so-much. I like the feeling of pen to paper, crossing things out, mindlessly doodling, and having ample room to not be rigid inside of something already seemingly rigid (like a schedule). I thought I had seem them all, but when I found the Leuchtturm1917 on the blog of a fellow planner enthusiast (a politer way of saying dork), I was on a quest to find the USA version of these amazingly designed German notebooks (check our Laurie’s Leuchtturm blog post here). Luckily, Amazon also has 2012 in stock and they offer free shipping…weeeee! (I know, I know, total dork out).

Lastly, I am most excited about some new projects that I’m working on this year! One is wrapping up an animated open for a new DIY show on MTV, another is an upcoming gig with HGTV. Maybe 2012 is the year I return to my television roots? My friend Keith did lovingly refer to 2012 as “The Year of the Sparrow” so we shall see how it all unfolds. Happy New Year to Everyone & May All Your 2012 Wishes Come True! xo, Andrea (artsparrow)

photography & sketches © 2012 artsparrow (Andrea Sparacio), except for Leuchtturm1917 notebooks; my sewing illustration was photographed © 2011 Amy Sly

For the Love of Red & Blue

I just saw this great post from Grace Bonney on Design*Sponge: Current Obsessions: Navy Blue and Red. It reminded me of my own post a while ago (from my old blog foodsparrow) and it was one of my very favorite posts!

Here is the old post (2010); it’s spirit reincarnated:

I saw this awesome jacket in The Look Book style section of New York Magazine (2/7/10). There was no mention of her jacket in the interview or footnotes, and even after some Googling around the web I still couldn’t find it. Some time later, I hit the vintage shops with a subconscious lust for red & blue:

Scarf from Odd Twin $22; skirt from Beacon’s Closet $11.95; striped shirt from a neighborhood stoop sale in Brooklyn $3.

While not finding the exact jacket, I found my craving satiated by these other red & blue accessories. You can’t always get what you want, but if you try sometimes…

Design*Sponge (2012):

photography: photo 1 © 2010 New York Magazine, photo 2 © 2010 artsparrow (Andrea Sparacio), photo 3 © 2012 Design*Sponge